i had experience a "special" thing in my life.

Today is quite memorial, because I think I had been molested!! Haha, I want to note it down for ensuring I will not forget it in my life.
The story starts when I was discovering the ways around the youth park’s moon gate. While I was discovering the ways, it is a guy (guy A) who follows me and chat with me. Actually feel a bit secure when walking with him because the sky becomes darker at the time.

After that the guy suggests not to hike higher since the night is coming, and he suggests another way which can “bath”. I am feeling to discover the new place so I agree with him and follow him.
When reach the place, the guy said wants to bath. He takes off his clothes and invites me to join. I feel luckily that I cheated him I never bring any clothes so that I can cheat him I need to drive across the Penang Bridge and afraid of get flue with wet body.

After that another guy (guy B) come and looks at us. Then I feel something wrong. The guy B walked near us. During he chatted with us, he touch my “little brother”!!! And even not only 1 time!! Shit, luckily I still can calm down and ask him do not do that again to me. Although it is few times the guy B tried to touch mine…. But I had protected it very well! And I saw he touch the guy A and he is very “enjoy”. Cham… I had in trap! But luckily after I say NO TO BATH AND TOUCH for few times, they give up and say want to walk back. They do not use “force”…

During the way we walk back, guy A trying to pursue me to go his house and dinner with him. He indicated that he want to watch “movie” with me which were “man with man”. He asks me to phone my family cheating that I am over time for my job and go his house.

After we walk out from there, he took my phone number. I think no harm to give him, then i give him.

It is really my special day…. Funny and scary..

p.s. quite comfortable when the guy B touch me de.. kekeke..

i am the Fly in the trap

my complicated life…..

Know why I want to use English to express my complicated life? Because most of the times even I myself also can’t understand what I write. I write this is just want to express but never think to let others know about this.

These few days, I can feel the clock in my life run very slow, I think is because I had stucked myself into trouble. I had thought a lot of things, my job’s things, my partner’s things, my current situation, my future……..etc.

Just express my job’s things. I really feel I am lost my way for my job. I so wish to leave my current job and get another job soonest possible. And it is 1 job on my hand and I received the letter of offer already. But that is not the exact job I want, I am looking and waiting for another job which is more attract my interest. But I wonder should I wait for the job or….? The decision I made correct or not? Or should I get another new job in new field. Should I resign now or wait for another letter of offer? I feel lost my way on it.

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That is about my current situation and future. It is all related to my job. Is it I want my job now? I want my partner now? I wish to change? I want to change? Or what I want??

My life is so complicated? I just want a simple life, life to eat, to work and to enjoy. I do not want to think anymore. I won’t check and review this again. Haizz…
That is life..